快乐不该像彩虹。要被大雨淋过后，才能短暂拥有。

Now playing: Try sleeping with a broken heart. by Alicia Keys

So tonight, I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed.

•    ♥    •

7 Febuary 2010

The Yee family Reunion Dinner @ Greenland Vegetarian Restaurant

A first full family picture.

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9 Febuary 2010

Town with KG, JCMX, JAS, ACEY, JH, JYEO, KW, TERRY & JERRY.

 

•    ♥    •

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, you fight to let go.

-Daniel Stern (The Wonder Years)

FML.

Now playing: Secrets, by One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said

•    ♥    •

You know. Little words can hurt a lot too…

Don’t expect an apology from me… I did nothing worth apologising for. It’s not right to pull me into your problems every time. It’s also not right to take things out on me.. I’m not your bitch. I respect you, I love you. But it doesn’t give you the right to be unreasonable..  It’s fine if you don’t wanna talk to me. Because right now, I don’t even feel like talking to you either…

It’s a never-ending cycle. If you don’t change your damn attitude. I really had enough of your shits. Both of your shits.

Also, I’m not a book of knowledge. I got things I don’t know too. I tried my best to solve everything for you. You asked me to teach you how to operate a GPS. I read the manual and taught it to you. You want a more updated and detailed map, I searched and downloaded it for you. You got stuck with the start-up of your new car and it’s build-in Bluetooth. I read the manual and solved it for you. You got stuck on the operations of your new stereo. I got the manual, went to your car again and again, fondling it till I get it right. Now it plays the videos and shows you want….

You can get stuck, yet every time I got stuck, I get a lecture on “wth am I studying for?” FYI, Schools DOES not teach people how to operate GPS, stereo or even iphones.. Schools don’t teach you how to sync your iphones or how to navigate a GPS. -.-” If I’m useless, you can always not ask me for help. Do I even hear a simple ‘thanks’ or ‘you did well’ every time I solved your problem? Never…

•    ♥    •

Today didn’t go really well.

However,

Thanks Jas for lunch and L4D.

Thanks Acey for dinner and the pint of BNJ.

Ice cream is da best comfort food!

(:

•    ♥    •

*sigh*

Giddy spells again.. Told mom many times about it. She says to go for a check-up. But it’s been put off so many times… It’s normal to occasionally get dizzy standing too fast or when you get exposed to brightness suddenly. But it’s not normal that you see blackness or fall over when it happens. And multiple times. Not to mention you’ll have a headache that hurts like someones pounding at your head at times. Well, at least the headache will serve as a warning for me to watch out that giddy spells are coming.

FML!

Mom’s asleep and idk what pills to take.

Can’t find any panadol either..

STTM!!

Ice cream and Donuts.

Now playing: Collide, Howie Day

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find you and I collide

In my playlist yet again.

Actually it never left….

Can’t find it’s MV though.

Don’t even know if it has one not.

•    ♥    •

hahahhs. Ice cream is delicious. It’s better than Donuts.

♥♥.BNJ’s Chocolate chip Cookie Dough.♥♥

BEST!!

•    ♥    •

hahahahahhhahhahhs..

I googled XOXO for it’s definition.

Turns out that,

X= Kisses

O= Hugs

iiciicicics… hahahs

I never knew. I thought it’s just some smiley icon or something.

XOXO

I’m like from the countryside. haha

•    ♥    •

Ignorance is really.. wow.

I have a whole new level of respect for it.

hahahhs…

•

Mom ask me to settle the clothes thing b4 I look for a job..

STTM!!!

‘Brunch & L4D time’

buhhbyes~

Momentum assurance

Now playing: The places you have come to fear most, by Dashboard Confessional

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you’re barely scraping by
But you’re barely scraping by…

•    ♥    •

Yesterday..

Tubbing, Movie and Movie..

Harold and Kumar,

The spy next door.

•♥•

Harold and Kumar:

Just say I’m not exactly used to seeing ding ding dongs or bear bear in movies.

Actually it’s a first….

but other than that it’s a entertaining show.

The spy next door:

Jackie Chan in a movie combined of comedy, action and romance.

It’s a nice show. Rather refreshing.

A first seeing Jackie in a flick like this.

Think The Pacifier.

•    ♥    •

I had enough. I hope you’ll just leave it at that..

My life, my choice.

Stop bringing me down.

You never used to interfere or care much,

so don’t start now…

I won’t ask for your support if you aren’t gonna give it.

•♥•

Momentum assurance,

but degrading health.

Is it worth it?

Bend and not break

Now playing: Bend and not break, by Dashboard Confessional

I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I’ll convince you soon that I am fine

•    ♥    •

Yesterday was ‘Brunch’ early morning with KG and JH.

Then chilling and Men’s Talk @ JH’s with KG.

Stupid JH was slping. -.-”

After chilling, Kg came my house to dye hair.

I helped her dyed and trimmed her fringe,

while we stalked ppl in facebook, read some paikia’s blog, and watched

Confession Of A Teenage Drama Queen.

hahahhs.

Then, with freshly blown hair,

We proceeded to KM’s audio room.

Everyone ate already except for Me and KG -.-”

We had to walked to HL mall to da bao. STTM!

Damn the lady for giving me a chicken drumstick when I only wanted curry sauce.

After eating, chilling and having hesitation till KG ‘helped’ me

We went in and joined the others for…

Quarantine.

Stupid lame show. Freakishly disgusting with a bad ending.

•♥•

Today ain’t worth mentioning much.

But I came across a fucking hilarious paikia’s blog

http://borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com/

Totally epic. Paikias nowadays are freaking funny..

They can be comedians.

Hahahahhahahs~

•    ♥    •

I was right…

Difficult, still so what?

Now playing: Come home soon, by Pug Jelly/ Saw Losers.

I think I’m fallin’ down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I’m falling for you. You you you
I think, I’m falling in love

A nice catchy song.

•    ♥    •

Today is a freaking busy and tiring day.

I had to set up the computer and wireless all over again @ the new com table.

Then I has to disassemble the old one because it wont go through the damn door..

Then vacuum here vacuum there.

FML!

Not to mention the fact that I had difficultly sleeping through the hammering and drilling early morning.

However the end results were rather good.

I’m lazy to upload photos.

I think next time after the TV arrive first then I’ll upload.

•    ♥    •

I think I’m a dork who talk too much sometimes…

An irritating one too…

And I always do stupid stuffs without thinking,

I should just stop altogether..

•♥•

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want..

Reminiscence

Now playing: Dai Yin Mai, by Da Endorphine

dai-yin mai dai-yin mai bproht fang waa chan rak ter
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.

ter ja yoo nai yoo soot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.

dai-yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter
Can you hear me telling you that I love you.

nee ngai kam waa rak tee ter ror fang dai-yin mai
This is it, the words you’ve been waiting to hear, can you hear them?

•    ♥    •

Today Yesterday I finished painting my living room for good.

Cleaned my room.

Packed all my maths, science and humans notes.

I dug out tons of stuffs from the past.

Hahahhs..

•♥•

Letters, tons of them from an ex, a photo of an ex. Plus, notes from the ’sec 1′ incident. Also, there’s a rejection letter I failed to send out..

JYYD. I don’t think you know about it.. but it was meant for you. Hahahhs. I’m sorry for disclosing this in my blog.  But it’s old news already. I doubt you’ll see or mind.

Sorry bro =P hahahs.

•    ♥    •

I feel embarrassed after going through everything. Haha. DAMN stupid too. I mean WTH was I even thinking then. God…

However I have to say thanks to the ppl.. Without you ppl, I wouldn’t be who I am today. Thank you. And I’m sorry if I may have been a bitch or whatever then.

•♥•

They were good memories. Experiences learned.

Idk if I’ll throw the stuffs away or not.

Maybe I leave them as keepsakes. hahahs.

•    ♥    •

Played L4D2 @ a shitty lan shop in Green.

But it’s still fun. hahas.

Damn the infecteds who attacked me.

hahahs. =P

Nighty ppl…

•    ♥    •

Not what we give, but what we share. For the gift, without the giver, is bare.

-James Russell Lowell

Free Candy DAY!!

Now playing: Faraway, by Nickelback

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

Many are reminded of photograph by me.

hahahhs.

•    ♥    •

Today yesterday seems to be free candy day.

Hahahhs…

Free chocolates, free gummy sweet.

Nice?

Thanks to LJH and Acey. (:

•♥•

We Chilled. Got a lil crazy

and went down to Vivo..

No clubbing for me. haha

Ain’t alot but it’s a fun day.

•    ♥    •

Twitter is over capacity right now… -.-”

Something big must have happened..

Oh well.. I’ll try again l8r.

•♥•

The best moments in reading are when you come across something – a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things – that you’d thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you’ve never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it’s as if a hand has come out, and taken yours.

-The history boys

It’s reading time~

I need new books!!!

L4D2 VERSUS! best ever(:

Now playing: Wherever you will go, by The Calling

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I’ll stay with you for all of time

Watched the MV on my phone

It’s stuck on my head all over again..

•    ♥    •

‘Yesterday’

Lepak with Jh and Keng then….

L4D2!

with hmm.. a ultra big bunch of ppl? hahahs

There’s like JH, keng, Joanna, ZM, Jiayu, Rathaer, LW, KW, MX, Alex, Jerry.. and alot more that I can’t rmb.

Hahahhs. Our voices are all over the lan shop

at least 3/4 of the place is ppl I’ve seen b4 or know.

My cousin and his friends were there too..

Hahahs. Thank to Ashley for worrying becos I walked hm alone so late in the night..

My team own. Infected or human. In your face.

My teamates are AWESOME!

JY, Rathaer, and A few rounds with MX and Keng.

•    ♥    •

I think my blog is rather plain lately..

The lack of pictures…

Nvm, hopefully JH wins in MJ tonight

then l8r on can go town(:

Maybe take some pictures too..

Wonder who can make it…

Joanna can’t becos it’s her friend b’dae

Keng can only after his Ah ma’s b’dae..

Well l8r then say again ba…

Think I’m gonna go read some manga/books or watch some shows..

Or maybe just rot or stagnant..

My life’s so typical and predictable… Sad ):

Think I have to get out more, make some friends..

hahahhs Goodnights(:

•    ♥    •

Moving forward, looking on.

The might have been, should have been..

Holding on to something that doesn’t want to be held on.

Rain

Now playing: Rain, by Creed

Can you help me out?
Can you let me a hand?
It’s safe to say that
I’m stuck again

Trapped between this life and the light
I just can’t figure out
How to make it right

A thousand times before
I’ve wondered if there’s something more
Something more…

I feel it’s gonna rain like this for days
So let it rain down and wash everything away
I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine
With every tomorrow comes another life

I feel it’s gonna rain
For days and days
I feel it’s gonna rain

I tried to figure out
I can understand
What it means to live on again

Trapped between the truth and the consequence
Nothings real
Nothings making sense

A thousand times before
I’ve wondered if there’s something more
Something more…

I feel it’s gonna rain like this for days
So let it rain down and wash everything away
I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine
I feel it’s gonna rain like this
Rain like this
Rain like this

Fall down
Wash away my yesterdays
Fall down
So let the rain fall down on me

I feel it’s gonna rain like this for days
Let it rain down and wash everything away
I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine
I feel it’s gonna rain like this
Rain like this
Rain like this

I feel it’s gonna rain like this
Rain like this

I feel it’s gonna rain like this
I feel it’s gonna rain…

•    ♥    •

I’ll take rain in sleeping days.. hahahs.

I notice that I fall asleep faster on days that rains or when I listen to music.

Finally it got better….

I think less now…